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(comment) [13 Jun 2007|11:07pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | spongebob squarepants episode ] the past week has been...interesting. mostly busy, stressful and filled with lack of sleep. i havent been feeling all that well anyway. *SIGH* cassie went home today and i finished an essay. im kinda lonely..its weird to have someone to hang out with all day everyday and have no one the next. i hope she gets home safely. im very tired. i'll talk more tomorrow. laters

(1 reply | comment) [05 Jun 2007|07:19pm] [ music | land of the dead ] this week so far as been fun. my bestest friend ever came into town from chicago to stay with me. i LURVE cassie lol we're going to the beach thursday and hanging out as much as i can when im not at school or work or doing homework. justin went out of town over last weekend and came back monday. i havent seen him yet tho. i've been so freakin busy *SIGH* im doing homework right now pooey. i skipped school today because i didnt do my homework. i stayed out too late last night. oh well as long as i get shit done for tomorrow i should be ok. well later..

(comment) [29 May 2007|01:42pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | killswitch engage - breathe life ] *SIGH* yesterday was cool i woke up around 11ish and hung around. i started getting ready for the b-day party at the social around 3:30. i drove to justins and hung for a little until about 5:30. then i left for my house to drop by and feed the dogs and then off to leslie's house to pick her up. we met greg, his boyfriend and roomie at subway across the street to eat. then we made our way downtown. parked in the parking garage and walked to the social. generally, the social was small, dark and hot. it was an all ages show so there were freaking middle schoolers and shit around.. whatever. i only went for manny anyway. it was good to see all my friends together tho. the music sucked ass. so we left early and went back to my house, justin and i. hung out for a bit then i drove him home, came back to my house and went to bed. today i had class so i got up, ate cereal, got ready and left for class. it was boring. we had a library orientation. *snores* and we got our next paper assignment. blah. tonight i have work until late so i think im going to wake up early and finish my paper for tomorrow's class since its due. oh well. im tired..dont wanna work *SIGH* oh well.. laters..

(2 replys | comment) GAH! [27 May 2007|11:50pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | nothing ] wow today has been long but awesome. i worked early AGAIN *SIGH* but it wasnt so bad. i had fun working with my friends. after work i came home and showered to get ready to head over to my friend ricky's. we drove by wendy's on the way to his house. we ate, hung out and i played with his ADORABLE daughter Nami-nai. after that Ricky's girlfriend Amy dreaded my hair. yes i now have dreadlocks. :) it took 6 hours and we took a few breaks but it was fun and i loved hanging with them. after it was done i left and went to justin's house to show him :) we hung out for a little bit and i came home since i have homework to do tomorrow. yikes. tomorrow i have my assistant manager's b-day party at the social. leslie and i are going together. :) it'll rock. im VERY tired now. night now here's some pics: in the process of getting the dreads the finished product :)

(comment) [26 May 2007|09:29pm] [ music | killswitch engage - breathe life ] that past few days have been busy as hell *SIGH* i have been opening for two days straight now, tomorrow will be the third. thursday i went to see pirates 3 with jimmy after work. it was a cool movie i was happy i saw it. and it had been a long time since i saw jimmy. i was VERY tired the next day at work tho yikes. i hung out with mike after work friday and it was nice to see him again since his lung collapsed. i was worried about him. i REALLY dont like his roommates that much at all..they are fucking weird. but hell im just glad i dont live there. today work was a LOT better. i had more sleep and breakfast lol. after work i took a nap and went over to justin's and hung for a wee bit. he is such a doll lol i got a call from loren too! that was good i miss him. he's out to sea and going to australia soo. lucky dog. i have work early tomorrow morning again *SIGH* BUUUUUT tomorrow after work im getting my dreads put in by ricky's GF. YAYYYY!!! im so excited :) just in time for manny's b-day on monday too and for my parents to come on tuesday from alabama. anyway im out laters

(comment) [24 May 2007|12:09am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | nothing ] sometimes life throws you curve balls and you are left with your head spinning wonder what the hell just happened. that was wednesday for me. so many random things. many of them very good, some not so great but nothing bad thankfully..mostly things im not sure will be awkward or not. im not sure what to do... *SIGH* night

(comment) [22 May 2007|12:42am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | killswitch engage in my head ] the past few days have been good. from about 6am to 11am i talked to loren via webcam. it was a really cool experience. i hope we can do it again soon. sunday i did my paper and hung out for most of the day. today i went to class and did more dumb things there. after my first class i grabbed taco bell and went home. while i was there my mum took pictures of me BLAH and i burned two CD's off my comp that i really wanted to listen to in the car so thats cool. i also met someone on myspace who seems to be a pretty cool guy. his name is justin and after my second class i went over to his place and he cooked me dinner lol. he goes to fullsail. why are fullsail guys attracted to me?! i swear its strange. anyway we had a grand time cooking and talking. i hope we can hang out again soon. tomorrow i have class and then work which i dont know what time that starts. i should find out yes..tomorrow morning. i need to go to bed its late. laters..

(comment) [19 May 2007|12:38pm] [ mood | coughy ] [ music | nothing ] well uh..yesterday was tons-o-fun. i woke up around 9:15am and got ready to go to the beach with Cloud. we packet up everything in my car, stopped by publix for snacks and made out way. it was a GORGEOUS day at the beach. no one was there, it was sunny and the water was perfect :) i gots lotsa cool shells. i'll post pics on myspace later. after we left we grabbed some food and drove home. we decided to go see shrek 3 later in the evening so when i got home at 7pm (yikes!) i started getting ready. i drover over to waterford and we sat around at his house until about 11pm then we went to see the movie. it was REALLLY cute i liked it a lot lol i didnt get home until 2am tho *yawn* tired today. i think going out while i was still sick was a bad idea though, i was coughing really bad last night. im sure smoking doesnt help but oh well *SIGH* today im gonna relax and hang out at the house. and tonight i'll hopefully talk to Loren via webcam :) that'll be fun. ok later...

(comment) [16 May 2007|10:29pm] [ music | nothing ] *SIGH* so monday after school i went with cloud and saw 28 weeks later. AWESOME movie, loved it. yesterday was feeling very shitty but i went to school and work anyway. and i closed.. damn u. and this morning i felt even WORSE then yesterday. i almost didnt go to class either but i said fuck it, im paying for it i might as well go and i sucked it up. class wasnt that bad tho.. i turned in my first big essay. i think it sucks but oh well.. theater class was fun we talk a lot about stuff i know a lot about. i think the teacher like me because im a huge shakespeare fan. but i went to centracare after school for a check up. i have bronchitis *SIGH* and on TOP of that i started my period today. thank u god for fucking me over. at least i get to relax and miss work for the next three days. i need to get some sleep. i hung out with cloud after my theater class. we ate and chilled it was grand fun. tomorrow class then sleepy time lol BUT some good things are coming. im getting dreads soon, i ordered my favorite video game offline, i got a great book coming offline too AND on saturday i get to have a webcam session with my lovey in japan loren. i miss him a lot and it'll be cool to see each other for the first time in a year and a half. yay! anyway im tired. laters

(comment) [13 May 2007|12:20am] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | killswitch engage - end of heartache ] the past few days have been tiring, and i havent even had class lol i did see spiderman 3 however on thursday. terrible. i dont recommend it to ANYONE with half a brain and eyesight. im all of a sudden very lonely. my boyfriend goes to fullsail and his schedule is hell on wheels this month, which means i basically wont see him for most of May. its depressing. i miss him a lot. he's worried i'll hate him and want to dump him because he cant see him. i know its not his fault and if he could see me he would. i guess things are just on hold for this month. i have tomorrow off thank gosh. i have to write a draft of an essay but it wont be so bad. its narrative and thats pretty easy. i cant wait until comp 2, i rock creative writing. lol i've been having a LOT of zombie dreams lately. its awesome. one actually scared me a little and thats strange considering i love zombies so much. i guess im revving up for 28 weeks later. BOOYAH! i found out they are taking my favorite book and turning it into a move in 2008 YES! World War Z: Oral Record of the Zombie War. its gonna be fucking awesome! im very tired.. *SIGH* later

(comment) *sighs* [09 May 2007|04:10pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | silence >_ ] today hasnt been that bad. i woke up later than i wanted to this morning. im supposed to get up at 8...i got up at 8:39am. YIKES. i rushed around and got ready then drove to school. my first class wasnt that bad. we talked about one of my favorite things in writing; descriptive words and visual writing. coincidentally it is one of the only things in writing im good at. lol we walked around campus and were asked to write down descriptions of a few things, focusing on the 5 senses. it was ok. i left and went home. on the way i got taco bell because i was hungry and i sat online for a little bit. i then cleaned the kitchen because my parents are coming home today around 5:30 and it smelled. -_-;;; after that i drove back up to campus and hung out with cloud for a bit. we went to eat at KFC and here i am back on campus in the library. im very tired. i dont sleep much anymore sadly. im glad my parents are coming home today im tired of being alone right now. its sad to admit, but i rely on them for many things and its hard to get by without them at times. i hate admitting that lol i hope we dont do much in class today i dont feel like thinking too hard. im hoping to go see spiderman 3 with cloud later this evening. i havent seen it yet, bad i know. i havent heard very many good things about it though. oh well gotta see it anyway. ok im out laters....

(comment) *gets ready to type TONS* [07 May 2007|06:27pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | nothing, i have no sound on my comp right now :( ] *whew* ok lets go.. I woke up this morning at 7:30 after a less than stellar night attempting to sleep. i ate breakfast and go ready for class. i left around 8:35 for VCC. i got there and ran a few errands, finding my first class, fresh. comp I, getting my books and what not. i get to my first class which isnt bad. i dont know anyone in there but my teachers ok. i come to find out im not even supposed to BE in that class. the class i registered for doesnt start until june. so after a bit of work with my teacher i dropped that class and signed up for hers. there are only 12 people in it so it should be fun. i have homework tonight blah. lol after my class ends i go home because i forgot my phone and a few other things. as i walk up to my house i notice there is a large turtle in my front yard lol so i grab it and take it to a retention pond behind some houses across the street. i chill at home for a bit and head back up to VCC to meet cloud there and go grab some lunch. we drove to mcdonalds and ate then he drove me back and dropped me off since he had work at 4. i basically sat around until my next class, intro to theater. there is barely anyone in it so it should be a lot of fun. my teacher is cool. im the ONLY girl in there, isnt that strange?! i would have expected mostly girls, but oh well. she let us out an hour early and i went by mikes to pick up my glasses. he wasnt there and he didnt answer my calls so oh well. then i drove home and here i am. *BIG HUGE SIGH* im very tired and glad i can get some sleep for tomorrow. ok bye *falls asleep*

(comment) [03 May 2007|02:18pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | im on hold at VCC -_-;; ] *sigh* life seems to continue to get more and more dramatic everyday. one dilemma after another... i just wish things would go my way just once. i dont even feel like describing my problems.. gah. *yawn* need sleep!

(comment) [30 Apr 2007|09:07pm] *yawn* so yeeaaahh...today actually wasnt that bad.. :) i woke up early and called to make sure of my time for work and unfortunately it was the former of 5am and not the later of 6:45am :( so i had to rush out and get to work. work was long but generally fun with cool people. wilma sure and i have WAY too much fun lol lesley and i too *snuggles* after work i came home and showered. unfortunately yesterday i had forgotten my glasses at Ren's house so he swung by before his second orientation to give them to me (what a guy lol). strangely enough he could me at my most...exposed time. in my towel after the shower lol (quite drafty yikes) lol but its cool. i got ready because after my mum got back from the gym we were going school supplies shopping for me. i took a nap until she got home and then we left and went to off broadway shoes and super target. i got new work shoes at off broadway and at target we bought stuff for college, a b-day present for my cousin brenda lynn and i gots some more shoes lol and a cute hat. anyways im TIRED im going to bed cause i got work tomorrow @ 7am *dies* laters

(comment) [28 Apr 2007|01:12pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | trustcompany - deeper into you ] YAY!! i am OFFICIALLY a college student!!! i went to orientation at valencia today and registered for my classes online when i got home. im taking freshman comp I and art history I. :) its awesome because they are close in ending and beginning times AND they are in the same building! so i dont have to treck a million miles everyday at school :) im very excited and when my parents get home today from the bike festival they are at we're going school shopping (hopefully) its weird going school shopping again. i havent been in like..forever.. a year probably. im hoping i have a chance to go to the pottery party at boone next friday too. i miss ms. hilley SO much and i like ms coleman too. cloud said he might come if he isnt working. he just got a job lol how exciting. oh yes..i will from now on refer to my boyfriend as ren. thats my nickname for him even tho he has like a million lol. anything else i can say?? uh..i filled out my new availability form at work today so i will have tuesdays, thursday and sundays off (hopefully). i gotta be a bitch about this new availability too or else it wont be followed. i also paid for my tuition online too...by MYSELF! :) so yeah its 415 bucks i dont have anymore, but at least i can say i did it myself and i have more incentive to do my work lol i have work early tomorrow *SIGH* blah...its a long shift too :( oh well. ok bye

(comment) [28 Apr 2007|12:21am] [ mood | drained ] [ music | the fan ] gah! cant sleep :( new layout tho yay! its a spring color scheme. im so tired.. i have orientation tomorrow at 8:45. yikes. i need sleep. oh BTW this made me laugh for hours (warning: HP Malfoy fanart HILARIOUS)

(comment) [27 Apr 2007|12:39pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | resident evil 2 ] i was awoken today by a phone call from my ex...he hasnt talked to me in a month and he calls me up to hang out tonight...at first i was angry and the more we talked, the more excuses he gave to why he hadnt called me, i almost said yes i would hang out with him. and whatever that would have ended up as i almost said i would do it too.. luckily i said i didnt know and i told him to call me later. after i got off the phone i was so upset and angry at him. i dont give a shit at the fact that we're not dating anymore, but he said he wanted to still hang out and do stuff together, he said i was still a cool person to him. when you care about someone, even if its just a small amount, you still call them even if its just to BS. i felt a wave of things over that month he didnt talk to me. eventually i gave up and moved on. now i have a boyfriend who i care about deeply and im starting school soon. he is far too busy with school and stuff to carry on any sort of relationship and im far to sensitive to not crave affection and attention. i do miss the moments we had..best sex, like ever! lol but its over for now. he is a cool guy, just immature, busy and needs to prioritize his life. i have done it, other people need to too. i stil feel funny inside...he took it rather well when i called him later and told him how i felt and i would have preferred if he has bitched at me or something. it makes it easier for me to hate him if he hates me too lol anyway...im gonna run a few errands in a little bit. i hope i see cloud tonight :) ok bye

(comment) [27 Apr 2007|02:18am] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | world flutes cd - irish ] does every driver HAVE to act like a twat after midnight?! i swear. some douche on semoran was doing wheelies on his motorcycle to try and impress me since i was the ONLY one near him at the time. he fell off and face-planted on the cement for about 10 feet. i HAD to stop, because my conscious hates me, and call the police. his helmet's face shield was shattered and i think he broke something in his pelvis area *SIGH* people are SOO incredibly stupid. luckily there was a cop nearby. i wrote my statement and went home. RETARDS! anyway today was tiring as usual. work was fun but LONG. GAH! after work i came home and sat around for a bit. took a nap, doodled for a bit and then got ready and went to cloud's house for a bit. we basically laid around both tired lol tomorrow i have errands to run. bah anyway laters.

(comment) [25 Apr 2007|09:44pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | FFX - prelude ] *SIGH* the past few days have been busy. i have been working a lot lately and its only going to get worse next week -_-;; today i woke up later than i wanted to but i got a few things done. i picked out a few classes i want to sign up for at orientation. i ordered industrial barbells for my ears and new plugs for my gauged holes in the front. i figured i'd spice things up a bit :) i'm going to try and get a hair cut friday. im not sure if i want to tho..some people tell me i should keep it short, others say they want it long. i dont know what i want :/ maybe i'll find a style i like before then i havent seen cloud in 4 days :( im starting to feel lonely... i havent even spoken with him in two. *SIGH* i hope we spent time together this weekend. im starting to peel from my day at the beach. yuck. i have work early tomorrow but i dont mind as long as i get to go to orientation :) im very excited about starting school. i feel like im finally getting back on track with my life. i have felt in a rut for such a long time and it feel like things are finally coming together. im hoping to taking freshman comp. 1 english class thats on monday and wednesday at 11:30a to 1:05p as well as Humanities Greek and Roman on Monday, Wednesday and Fridays from 9:15a to 10:20a. sounds like a plan. i just hope they're not full by the time i get there. *SIGH* cassie comes to visit me next month. im very excited about it. i havent seen her since i left La Am. and i have really missed her since then. i will still have school, but im taking off work for that week she is here so i can have more time with her. i hope she stays with me. it will be so nice :) she is the only girl friends i could call my best friend and truly mean it. yay! :) ok well i guess thats all there is. miss u cassie! miss u cloud! *snuggles both* later. YAY he just got on! WOOT!

(comment) [23 Apr 2007|04:32pm] [ music | FFX - prelude ] today had to be one of the worst days like ever!!!! im so glad its over. *SIGH* i want to go to sleep SO badly but i have to wait until it gets later. *SIGH* :( i need a vacation

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